不知道你们会不会在有时候想问上帝。。。到底这世上能不能有再重来的机会。。。能不能有多一次的机会？我今天又不小心问到了上帝。。。但他没给我任何的答案。。。只用下雨来回答我的问题。。。而且它今天还下了一场很大很大的雨。。。是这个月以来最大的一场雨。。。难道他想跟我说算了吧？忘了就好？还是他在和我一样又伤心的感觉呢？我很想知道。。。再过不久就是他的生日了。。。我应该怎么做呢？当着什么都不知道吗？还是要帮他庆祝呢？谁能给我点意见哪？每年的现在。。。我都会很积极地想着要怎样帮他庆祝。。。今年也不例外。。。但不一样的是。。。今年我已经没那个特权让他开心了。。。我的出现分分钟会让他更不开心。。。算了吧。。。能过就过吧。。。我也不知该怎么好了。。。让天来注定我们吧。。。^^开心地过吧！！JY!!你行的！！加油！！！

2day i very happy haha....cause i feel i have already put down her ...because 2day when i talk 2 her i didn feel anything....bt i have a special feeling....that is when i leave her house ,i still got an invisible pulling me towards her house...i seriously dunnoe whr the pulling feel come from...but i think better than the previous....2day when my best frien ask me when i still got a chance 2be with her what will i do??Then i ans him like this-if i still have a chance , i will still take the chance but if nt ....then just 4gt bout it...dont think of it animor...is this the answer that you all wish to listen 2?am i really can 4gt her???
i ccnt judge myself...so,hope u all judge it 4 me...thnx...last but not least ,the feeling of hurt is still got...maybe i can do it?gods noe...